Just hate me now and get it over with.
The scars you see....on the outside,
they don't compare to the amount on the inside.
Each scar tells a story.
Each scar has a memory
Each scar paints a brand new picture
making me always remember the pain
I can't get away from it,
no not for even a second
Except for the brief moment in time
when I hold loves hand in mine
I wonder could love really stay
Inside my heart,
I feel I am not good enough for love
No, not for even one day
Is this the price i pay
for wanting a bit of peace
and an ounce of happiness and love
instead of crying buckets of tears
enough to drown myself in them.
I bleed the colour of coal
Black and dark as night.
I bleed till i am bled dry.
But that is never enough.
No, its never enough.
Nothing is ever enough.
No, not good enough for you.
You have my heart, my fears, my tears
You have it all..
Yet...
here i stand with nothing but pain.