It was all a black, dark haze
I thought that is how I was going to spend the rest of my days
I saw my reflection through the mirror and died inside
I could not stand to see that pale complextion suffering so I decided to hide
I shut myself inside, away from the weary world
Figured nobody would ever love this horrible girl
I became so immune
Who ever knew the numbness to living would kick in so soon
I was scared but I had to make a change
I had to open the door, let the outside air in
and slowly but surely, I took a step outside
and finally I am okay with the light
I took a chance and the darkness left once I give it a chance to
Instead of being lost and unsure of what to do
I took control and everything is okay
I finally found a brighter day