You were my future
I had a reason to live, only because of you
But I guess life isnt at all fair
and the last reason just goes away...
and then you are gone...
I never wanted to say goodbye or have to let you go
But this world will be easier to leave once you know
I will say goodbye and hold then gun to my head
Say you were my only hope, and to live without you I would rather be dead
Dont you have feelings, dont you have heart?
Why did you have to go and tear mine apart
The damage is over, the damage has been done
Now I just patiently wait for the courage to pull the trigger of this gun
One silver bullet shot right through my soul
You will see the pain bleeding through the gaping hole
You will that you could have known...
How the pain in me had only grown
No reason to live without you by my side
A life without love is why I died
I wish that I could have been saved, but I guess I wasnt worth the work
So Instead I had to be hurt
I stood outside your door, waiting for a response, If you thought we had a chance
But you honestly said there was no hope for this helter skelter romance
I ran away from you that day,
Only to die inside when you did not run after me and ask me to please stay
So with that bullet laced in regret,
I killed myself so I could just forget
So all the pain and all the sorrow
Could go away for tomorrow
What would you say now that I am gone
WOuld you say that you are sorry and move on
Or would you cry into your pillow and hold it tight
If I were to go, would you ever be alright?