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March 2007

You were my future

I had a reason to live, only because of you

But I guess life isnt at all fair

and the last reason just goes away...

and then you are gone...



I never wanted to say goodbye or have to let you go

But this world will be easier to leave once you know

I will say goodbye and hold then gun to my head

Say you were my only hope, and to live without you I would rather be dead



Dont you have feelings, dont you have heart?

Why did you have to go and tear mine apart

The damage is over, the damage has been done

Now I just patiently wait for the courage to pull the trigger of this gun



One silver bullet shot right through my soul

You will see the pain bleeding through the gaping hole

You will that you could have known...

How the pain in me had only grown



No reason to live without you by my side

A life without love is why I died

I wish that I could have been saved, but I guess I wasnt worth the work

So Instead I had to be hurt



I stood outside your door, waiting for a response, If you thought we had a chance

But you honestly said there was no hope for this helter skelter romance

I ran away from you that day,

Only to die inside when you did not run after me and ask me to please stay



So with that bullet laced in regret,

I killed myself so I could just forget

So all the pain and all the sorrow

Could go away for tomorrow



What would you say now that I am gone

WOuld you say that you are sorry and move on

Or would you cry into your pillow and hold it tight

If I were to go, would you ever be alright?


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