All alone in darkness
Life is such a mess
Not a soul is there
No one kind enough to care
They all go about their business, while I try to live my life
Days so hard, I go through withdrawel, I need my knife
I cannot take the stress living without my addiction
I cannot help but calm this self hatred with self affliction
No one understands me, yet they refuse to try
Perhaps they could if they were not too ashamed to look me in the eye
Unwanted and rejected, how could it be
I only wanted to find a love that lasted endlessly
Perhaps it is true that it does not exist
But to search for it, I cannot resist
Hoping one day I will find the love that never ends
The one that is there and helps my heart to mend
Maybe that love will make everything okay
Maybe some day love will last endlessly