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It is a never ending cycle

when everyday ends the same

No matter what I do

All I find is pain

I walk around this house alone

Wish I were somewhere I could call home

and when the times are unbearable

I run towards the knife

Wishing to end all the misery

Hoping to end this life

I write songs of solitude

to remind me of the silent halls

I write words of desperation

to drown out the lonliness that calls

and when no one dares to see that im alright

the depression seems even harder to fight

harder to fight the urge to write that letter

Load the gun with the bullet

Harder to fight the courage to take hold of the trigger

and pull it

It is a never ending cycle,

trying to fight the pain

When every single lonely day

Ends exactly the same