Now I know

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Nov. 07

What did I do to deserve all these tears

Had I messed up so badly throughout all the years

What did I ever do to deservea ll this pain

Sorrow constantly pours down like the rain

Complete sadness inside my soul

That I know will never fade



What did I do to ever lose you, I am so lost- unsure of what to do anymore

I have lost the only love worth fighting for

The days, they last forever

One slowly rolling into the next

I cannot tell the difference,

Each day feels just like the rest



I pushed away everyone dear to my heart, when will I stop

Here I lie so alone at the bottome,

I can't even remember being at the top

How did I get through the seasons, the months, the days

How could I make it through when sorrow is the only thing that stays



I always thought I knew pain before

But I know that i was wrong

This feeling clinging to me now is pain

I am not sure if I can hang on

But if I can I don't know how long

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10.27.07

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