What did I do to deserve all these tears
Had I messed up so badly throughout all the years
What did I ever do to deservea ll this pain
Sorrow constantly pours down like the rain
Complete sadness inside my soul
That I know will never fade
What did I do to ever lose you, I am so lost- unsure of what to do anymore
I have lost the only love worth fighting for
The days, they last forever
One slowly rolling into the next
I cannot tell the difference,
Each day feels just like the rest
I pushed away everyone dear to my heart, when will I stop
Here I lie so alone at the bottome,
I can't even remember being at the top
How did I get through the seasons, the months, the days
How could I make it through when sorrow is the only thing that stays
I always thought I knew pain before
But I know that i was wrong
This feeling clinging to me now is pain
I am not sure if I can hang on
But if I can I don't know how long