Perhaps

Perhaps I am still scared

Maybe that is wrong

but I love you so much

I dont want to ever have to wake up alone



Perhaps I am still unprepared

Unsure all that involves caring for someone as much as I do you

I have never been here before

So I dont want to mess up before I walk through the door



Perhaps I am still afraid

That tomorrow I will wake up to the truth of a charade

Please don't let this be a dream

Time and time again I have prayed



Perhaps I am still young,

Sometimes I feel by too much

but still I would never give this up

I just hope for you I will be good enough



Perhaps the thought of being your wife overwhelms me

but in a good way, I hope you know

You have always been so good to me

Please stay, don't go



Perhaps I still have those nightmares

The ones where I wake up and you are gone

I need you so badly

Without you I would never be able to move on

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