Perhaps I am still scared
Maybe that is wrong
but I love you so much
I dont want to ever have to wake up alone
Perhaps I am still unprepared
Unsure all that involves caring for someone as much as I do you
I have never been here before
So I dont want to mess up before I walk through the door
Perhaps I am still afraid
That tomorrow I will wake up to the truth of a charade
Please don't let this be a dream
Time and time again I have prayed
Perhaps I am still young,
Sometimes I feel by too much
but still I would never give this up
I just hope for you I will be good enough
Perhaps the thought of being your wife overwhelms me
but in a good way, I hope you know
You have always been so good to me
Please stay, don't go
Perhaps I still have those nightmares
The ones where I wake up and you are gone
I need you so badly
Without you I would never be able to move on