Walking these streets alone
Praying that I can find a safe place to roam
I am feeling a bitter, cold chill in the air
Chapping my skin that is left bare
Searching for a sign, anything to make the pain go away
But as i walk through the streets, the pain continues to stay
Cant I find any hope in the world, at least one little spark..?
Instead I find I am all alone again and lost in the dark..
I wander through the days,
just hoping I can find someone who is just like me,
someone who understands
Doesnt anyone get my pain,
can anyone see where I have been?
I continue pleading out for someone to take my hand
To let me know they are just like me
But no one ever does...
So I continue crying out...
Knowing that I am so very alone...
Surrounded by a crowd, I still feel so lonely
Because of my secret, and knowing that I am the only
No one there to share my grief...
The time people share with me is always so brief...
Did I say or do something wrong?
I know I am weak, although I try to stand strong
Why wont anyone ever give me a chance
Am I not even worth one passing glance..?
Are they disgusted by what they see
Am I that hideous?
I try to run far from myself as possible to hide from my horrible self
This heart is worthless ...and should be put back high up on the shelf...