I feel sick, I feel cheated
Somewhat awful, downright defeated
They have heard my story but they misunderstand
What really goes in my hands
I feel hurt, I feel depressed
This time it is different than all the rest
They say they understand and know how I feel
But I don't think they know what is really real
I feel left out, so unwanted
I never knew it but I feel jaded
They see the tears and they walk the other way
They don't bother anymore to tell me it will be okay
I feel betrayed, I feel sorrow
Like I should give up all my tomorrows
I doubt anyone would care or notice if I was gone
I see no point in moving on
I feel bad, but I could feel worse
My life is just a curse
I have no purpose, I am just a mistake
I feel the guilt with every step I take
I feel awful, close to dead
So I will just go back to bed
I will pray that in the morning I won't wake
because that would be another mistake