I am such a fucking fake
Detrimenting myself for your sake
Don't you see all the hate you make
Now I am stuck in a depression that wont shake
I am living a lie that you no longer see
I am cutting out the part that made you believe in me
I am giving you back your heart and its keys
I don't deserve it anymore, not even the memories
What happened to us, what happened to real
Now that I am without you Im way too numb to feel
The pain you caused made all the scars too clear
Which unfortunately made my secrets reveal
I run away as far as I need to, to get you off my mind
Looking for some sanity but it is hard to find
All that comes back to me is the rememberance of the days when we shined
I never thought you were the heartbreaking kind