Pretending I am far from lonely
Why do I do the things I do
Faking smiles and hiding tears
If only you were to look into my eyes
You would see all of my useless fears
The pain become my best friend
It was always there
I could always depend on it
In some messed up kind of way
Even though the path got harder
day after day
There is no where safe left to stay
Losing my mind again
Always feeling like I am going insane
So I keep on pretending that I am fine
Maybe one day I will find peace of mind