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So broken inside

There is no where left to stand

So frozen in the moment

No one is there to hold her hand

She is lost...and she is waiting..

Just hoping there is a better day ahead

She wonders why she is hesitating

Or why this big world she must fear and dread

She cannot trust a single word

She doesnt believe the last thing she heard

She never opens her eyes, she never sees

She keeps to herself, never opening up to anybody

She is so broken and torn up inside

She doenst even care that her soul has died

She watches as the last shards of her life fall apart

She has nothing left to give of her heart

Love is now her last and only hope, that she hopes will always stay true

Because if it doesnt, She will live the rest of her life lonely and blue

Everything seems as if it were make believe

No one stays, they always leave

Tired of all the lies,

she hates all of their alibis

They say they will never leave her side

but then she is there and she cries

Its been a while since she has prayed

She thought there was no use

So looking down where her broken soul layed..

she got down on her knees and confessed her excuse

In her life she had become naive

So confused by her own conflicting thoughts, unsure of what she believed

Waiting for the answer to appear in the air

But as she looked up, she saw nothing was there

and she waited as one single tear fell

Wondering, 'why me, why am I the one who isnt well'

Another night she cries into her pillow...

and watches as her black mascara smears

Now its down to the last few that still care

But she is afraid to believe that they do,

For fear that like the rest, soon they wont even be there

and that would be too much pain for her to be put through

So she will hide again in her cold and darkened room..

Just waiting for her impending doom...

She wont miss the world outside

She wont miss the sun shining bright

But when the rain falls, and hits the roof,

She will feel comfort, in the living proof

That her tears never end and her pain goes on strong

She wonders who would miss her when she is gone

She knows that she deserves to be in misery

Because she has made one too many mistakes to deserve to smile

Once again she resorts to the thing she knows best, her addiction

While feeling fullfilled in that salvation all the while

She knows that she will never be saved

She also knows that she will never fill the hunger that she has always craved

However, she isnt ending her story

She will keep striving for one moment of glory

She still wonders where this all began

She questions herself if she thinks she will ever be whole again

Will she be able to stitch up her heart

Without someone ripping it all apart

She just hopes for one glimmer of a chance

That she can find that one true love romance

Dancing through summer nights under the stars

Wishing for the future that seems too far

How will the rest of her life be spent

Will she find happiness or will she find tears

Can she find one accomplishment...

Or will she live out all her worst fears...