Left all alone, abandoned, better off as dead
Cant get those feelings of sorrow out of my head
Cry into the pillow while holding onto it tight
Another night when it seems too unbearable to fight
Left alone in the darkness, and so far away from home
Out of touch with everyone, theres no sight of even a phone
No one there to hear me scream, plead or cry
It no longer matters if I steal, cheat or lie
A lost soul that is so cold that it is unable to feel
Loving this soul would never be real
Cant return that feeling, cant love back
Theres no use in caring because i am too far off the tracks
Lost myself a while ago, now life only seems like a dream
One that haunts you day and night, crazier than it seems
They never leave you for a moment, they torment your every thought
Proving to you that you are worthless, while others demand that you are not
I am cold and lifeless, unsure of why I still breathe
I would be happy if I could just leave
No faith left in this heart of min
So uneasy, now, theres no peace that i can find
All hope abandoned, tossed out to sea
Theres no good reason to live or to be
Dying would not matter, I am better off gone
No need to cry for me.....
I am not worth the tears.....