Sometimes I just want to vanish,
but I'm not sure if I really want to die
Most days I would be happy to fade away
Anything to stop the tears falling from my eyes
Sometimes I want to give in
Swallow that lethal bottle of pills
Anything to get rid of the sorrow
and the loneliness inside that kills
Sometimes I want to let go
and just let myself fall to the bottom of this hole I dug myself in
Forget about the world and forget to try
Anything to say goodbye to this nightmare that continues to spin
Sometimes though, I want to hold on
Grab hold of the reigns for dear life
If only there was someway to make that feeling stick around
Then I could possibly be alright