For Dear Life

Sometimes I just want to vanish,

but I'm not sure if I really want to die

Most days I would be happy to fade away

Anything to stop the tears falling from my eyes



Sometimes I want to give in

Swallow that lethal bottle of pills

Anything to get rid of the sorrow

and the loneliness inside that kills



Sometimes I want to let go

and just let myself fall to the bottom of this hole I dug myself in

Forget about the world and forget to try

Anything to say goodbye to this nightmare that continues to spin



Sometimes though, I want to hold on

Grab hold of the reigns for dear life

If only there was someway to make that feeling stick around

Then I could possibly be alright

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