At Best

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May 2007

I am at best a liar and I learned how to lie from the best

This life at times is a nightmare and I wonder if it is just a test

How could it be this way, how could it go so wrong

Day by day we lie, we lie, just pretend to be strong



I am at best a proven headcase, things go bad and I go insane

I am lost out in outerspace, you will never know my name

Chemicals react in my head and the nightmares appear

All the while I am asleep in my bed, and when I wake the demons disappear



At best I will never be good enough

I will try my best, but fail when the road gets rough

I will stick around only till you find my flaws and weaknesses

I will give up when you no longer respond to my positiveness or successes



I am at best a day to day lifer, I cant live a day beyond today

I try to figure out tomorrow, but my life does not work out that way

What is the use in planning a day beyond this moment, everything will eventually change

I am not going to plan beyond today even if you think I am strange



I am at best a liar, a headcase, just for you

You can't understand it, but it is true

I wont plan beyond today

and I will never be good enough for you

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