I am at best a liar and I learned how to lie from the best
This life at times is a nightmare and I wonder if it is just a test
How could it be this way, how could it go so wrong
Day by day we lie, we lie, just pretend to be strong
I am at best a proven headcase, things go bad and I go insane
I am lost out in outerspace, you will never know my name
Chemicals react in my head and the nightmares appear
All the while I am asleep in my bed, and when I wake the demons disappear
At best I will never be good enough
I will try my best, but fail when the road gets rough
I will stick around only till you find my flaws and weaknesses
I will give up when you no longer respond to my positiveness or successes
I am at best a day to day lifer, I cant live a day beyond today
I try to figure out tomorrow, but my life does not work out that way
What is the use in planning a day beyond this moment, everything will eventually change
I am not going to plan beyond today even if you think I am strange
I am at best a liar, a headcase, just for you
You can't understand it, but it is true
I wont plan beyond today
and I will never be good enough for you