Helpless

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Nov. 07

I have lived my life damaged ever since my youth

How foolish am I though, to use that as an excuse

No one cares that my existance is full of pain

Becuase most others feel the same

What they do not understand is that I have never felt so lonely

and in that I feel like the only

No angel at my side to guide me thorugh

Lost in a confusing world, not sure if what to do

Afraid that alone I will die here

No one by my side, no one even near

How can a person feel such loneliness

Dying inside, feeling so helpless

Starting at a blank page

Afraid of where to start with a heart full of rage

Screaming is so quiet on paper

but on the inside it is searing

How do I quiet the pain inside

I am afraid it will continue

At least until I died

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11.10.07

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