I have lived my life damaged ever since my youth
How foolish am I though, to use that as an excuse
No one cares that my existance is full of pain
Becuase most others feel the same
What they do not understand is that I have never felt so lonely
and in that I feel like the only
No angel at my side to guide me thorugh
Lost in a confusing world, not sure if what to do
Afraid that alone I will die here
No one by my side, no one even near
How can a person feel such loneliness
Dying inside, feeling so helpless
Starting at a blank page
Afraid of where to start with a heart full of rage
Screaming is so quiet on paper
but on the inside it is searing
How do I quiet the pain inside
I am afraid it will continue
At least until I died