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Happyness has returned?
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February 2007 Sometimes she forgets what love feels like..
She's been so lonely for so long
She sometimes does not realize what it feels like...to have another soul there
Let alone to have someone care
For so long she looked for love,
But was unable to find that one perfect match
She found all the wrong ones
While looking for that one perfect catch
Once she thought she found him,
Only to learn that he was mr. wrong.
But she kept on searching
While trying to stay strong
Wondering if she would ever found the one that would stay
While the others just walked the other way
Leaving her with a lot of confusion in her mind
Waiting for the one love that was one of a kind
Then she found a good guy whose intentions she thought were true
In the end she end up crying tears of sadness, loneliness and being blue
The time they spent together she thought they were special but she now guesses that they werent
Because if they were they'd still be together and she wouldnt have gotten hurt
Vowing to never let her heart down off the shelf
After she learned you can't love someone else until you first love yourself
She hated herself for all of the pain that she had put on her heart
Wishing she would have never given them a chance from the start
So the days went by and still she wept
and to herself her own heart she kept
Knowing she'd never be able to trust anyone else with her heart
Because all of the guys liked to tear it apart
Slowly the days went by and she grew a bit older
Yet she felt as though she was carrying the weight of the world on her shoulder
She had no one still to cast her troubles upon
She had not yet found the one to lean on
So this girl decided to let go of searching, she had all the comfort she could stand
She wanted to give up because no one was there to take her hand
Lonliness and misery became her only company, she wonders why they were always there on demand
But now she finally knows the reason why, she finally understands
She had to go through all of the pain and the heartbreak
She had to go through it all just to see how much her heart could take
She thought that she had enough, she just wanted to die
But she made it through with just a few cuts and bruises and came out with only a few tears in her eyes
She sees her love there standing beside her, he loves her through all her good and bad
He is there for her when she is happy, he comforts her when she is sad
She is his world but to her, he is way much more
He stands by her side through it all, way more than any one before
She does not know what he sees in her, but she feels so loved
She finally found the one that all this time she had been searching for
Yet he came when she had stopped searching, he was just there standing strong and bright
Like everyone told her it would, everything finally turned out alright
She now knows a love this is true, pure and real
Even though once she had forgotten how it feels
Her eyes had lost their innocent glow
But now in them, love is all they show
With him in her life she feels so strong
She feels as if she can do anything, and it would not be wrong
He gives her confidence that the rest of the world could never provide
With him she feels no more reason to hide
Finally I can feel as if happiness has returned
Thought from the hurting of the past my heart and turned black and burned
When all along to find love was what I had yearned
Now I finally know what love is after I have learned
