For years all I felt was pain
Always left out in the rain
Supressed by tears and fears
From my childhood years
Dreams I made that never came true
All I became was a lonely blue
Then I found Love That I thought was to save my life
Only losing the light,
and being drawn to the knife
Haunted everywhere by that face..
I constantly hate that embrace
Another time, another place
My reality is in outerspace
But then one day....
When I was on the edge,
the verge of ending it all..
lying underneath the ashes of a bottomless pit
I saw a shining star...
begging me to stop my harmful ways
to give life another chance, another day
So I let loves life guide me
Guide me to someplace I felt safe