Most do not know much about me
the secrets I hide behind closed doors
Are too much for me to spill
What if I were to let them go
What would become of me?
The outcoming would be too unforgiving
I would be casted out
because my ways are abnormal
There is no use in being perfect
So why couldnt I just be taken as I am
I will never change for anyone
So it hurts how no one can understand
They say they try to but it is too extreme
For them to comprehend
I keep my secrets hidden for fear
That they would not be accepted
and that I will be more apt to be rejected
I wish it were simple to open up
For things to go my way
but I have learned over time
That is not how they work
So I will keep on pretending
That things are different then they really are
I will continue to hide
The truth behind closed doors