My heart pounds,
My head spins,
My palms sweat,
I start to grin.
My thoughts wander,
My eyes shift,
My hands shake,
I lick my lips.
All kinds of thoughts racing through my mind
Never in a million years thought
I would find
someone so kind
and I
Just feel like, "Why?"
Why do I deserve someone like this
just bein' around you is utter bliss
My heart races every time we kiss
Yet I dismiss these thoughts
You're unlike any other being I've ever met
I prayed for this but I didn't think you is what I'd get
Our chemistry is so complete
Like a sky needs clouds,
I need you around.
Like each bright sunny day needs the sun to shine,
I need you ti keep me sane in my mind.
Your laughter,
brings joy to my heart.
Your smile,
makes me me feel whole.
Your warmth,
makes me feel safe.
All the things I feel when I'm with you,
are the things that make me afraid.
Scared this is all a dream,
A fantasy I never wanna wake up from.
Sheer and perfect happiness,
that can only come from a dream.
A dream
I'm enjoying all the love and affection,
the hugs and kisses,
vibing and relaxing.
I enjoy the time we spend together.
So being awakened from this dream
that seems to be unreal,
suddenly reveals how I truly feel.....
I can't stand my own happiness
so I wander drowsily in my own dreams
so I never have to come back to reality
so I don't have to face what is real, the truth,
Life.
Thinking that all forms of me being happy are mere fantasies
so I force myself awake
because after all,
Being with you can't be real.
Man Of My Dreams,
I enjoy your company,
you make me feel complete,
I love being around you,
you're just so sweet.
Keep telling me I'm beautiful and special
and that you miss me constantly
but please, Man Of My Dreams,
just don't
wake me.