Man Of My Dreams

My heart pounds,

My head spins,

My palms sweat,

I start to grin.

My thoughts wander,

My eyes shift,

My hands shake,

I lick my lips.

All kinds of thoughts racing through my mind

Never in a million years thought

I would find

someone so kind

and I

Just feel like, "Why?"

Why do I deserve someone like this

just bein' around you is utter bliss

My heart races every time we kiss

Yet I dismiss these thoughts



You're unlike any other being I've ever met

I prayed for this but I didn't think you is what I'd get

Our chemistry is so complete

Like a sky needs clouds,

I need you around.

Like each bright sunny day needs the sun to shine,

I need you ti keep me sane in my mind.

Your laughter,

          brings joy to my heart.

Your smile,

          makes me me feel whole.

Your warmth,

          makes me feel safe.

All the things I feel when I'm with you,

are the things that make me afraid.

Scared this is all a dream,

A fantasy I never wanna wake up from.

Sheer and perfect happiness,

that can only come from a dream.

A dream

I'm enjoying all the love and affection,

the hugs and kisses,

vibing and relaxing.

I enjoy the time we spend together.

So being awakened from this dream

that seems to be unreal,

suddenly reveals how I truly feel.....

I can't stand my own happiness

so I wander drowsily in my own dreams

so I never have to come back to reality

so I don't have to face what is real, the truth,

Life.

Thinking that all forms of me being happy are mere fantasies

so I force myself awake

because after all,

Being with you can't be real.



Man Of My Dreams,

I enjoy your company,

you make me feel complete,

I love being around you,

you're just so sweet.

Keep telling me I'm beautiful and special

and that you miss me constantly

but please, Man Of My Dreams,

just don't

wake me.

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