The darkness is eating me alive.
It's overcoming my insides.
There's no light at the end of the tunnel.
I just see eternal darkness.
I'm alone and left to my own devices.
That's either the blade or death
They both call my name.
I'm not sure how much more of this darkness I can take.
I'm not sure how much more I can drown.
I'm losing everything.
There is no hope.
There is no love.
There is no joy
nor is their happiness.
Just the darkness.
The darkness that is drowning me.
I've practically lost everything.
I've fucked up some things.
I'm scared of what's to become.
I'm afraid I can't do this life on my own anymore.
Not when the darkness is drowning me.
I'm dying inside.