Forgiveness

I sometimes believe that people don't exactly

Deserve me as a friend,

I'll always be there for them

pick them up when their down

take their abuse so they don't have to

and in the end they always end up doing the exact opposite of what I've done for them

They will turn their backs when I need them the most

Kick me while I'm down

and cause all the abuse knowingly & willing

I'm not asking for millions of friends

I just want that one friend who I know will always be there for me

Even if one of us moves miles away & lose contact

We'll always be there for each other

Even after all the heartache, tears, & thoughts they cause me

just them saying I'm sorry

or even saying Hi to me will make me forgive them

even if I know they will do the same thing over and over and over again

I put myself in this position to get hurt

But I can't not befriend someone who's abused me internally & emotionally

It's just not in my blood

But if I've learned anything through it all is that

I'll always forgive them..

But I'll never forget what they put me through.

But I just can't find it in me to pull away from them

or leave them in the dust

It just doesn't sit well with me and sooner or later

I'll always go back to them and their

backstabbing, manipulating, lying, & deceiving ways.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This happens to me daily and regularly that. I can see it's gonna happen from a distance.

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