I sometimes believe that people don't exactly
Deserve me as a friend,
I'll always be there for them
pick them up when their down
take their abuse so they don't have to
and in the end they always end up doing the exact opposite of what I've done for them
They will turn their backs when I need them the most
Kick me while I'm down
and cause all the abuse knowingly & willing
I'm not asking for millions of friends
I just want that one friend who I know will always be there for me
Even if one of us moves miles away & lose contact
We'll always be there for each other
Even after all the heartache, tears, & thoughts they cause me
just them saying I'm sorry
or even saying Hi to me will make me forgive them
even if I know they will do the same thing over and over and over again
I put myself in this position to get hurt
But I can't not befriend someone who's abused me internally & emotionally
It's just not in my blood
But if I've learned anything through it all is that
I'll always forgive them..
But I'll never forget what they put me through.
But I just can't find it in me to pull away from them
or leave them in the dust
It just doesn't sit well with me and sooner or later
I'll always go back to them and their
backstabbing, manipulating, lying, & deceiving ways.