For the past 5 years
I've been crying
maybe not physically but internally
I may have deserved to cry shed a tear or 2
But for the last year I could make an ocean full of tears
I cry for no reason
I cry because im sad
I cry because of heartache
or I cry just to cry
You would have thought at 1st glance I was a naturally happy person
but if you dig you will find more than you bargained for
they say " what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
I think it's a lie
what hasn't killed me has broken me down into millions of pieces
I don't take dissapoint well
heartache or guilt
my life is full of regret
they say you shouldn't live with regret
I'm 14 and I regret more things that I shouldn't
Life goes on right?
My tears just fall right?
Its natural they say to cry a sad cry
But is it natural to cry when you can't leave the world?
Is it natural to want to see one last person before you go?
No... Its not... Is what they told me..