Tears.

For the past 5 years

I've been crying

maybe not physically but internally

I may have deserved to cry shed a tear or 2

 

But for the last year I could make an ocean full of tears

I cry for no reason

I cry because im sad

I cry because of heartache

or I cry just to cry

 

You would have thought at 1st glance I was a naturally happy person

but if you dig you will find more than you bargained for

they say " what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

I think it's a lie

what hasn't killed me has broken me down into millions of pieces

 

I don't take dissapoint well

heartache or guilt

my life is full of regret

they say you shouldn't live with regret

I'm 14 and I regret more things that I shouldn't

 

Life goes on right?

My tears just fall right?

Its natural they say to cry a sad cry

But is it natural to cry when you can't leave the world?

Is it natural to want to see one last person before you go?

 

No... Its not... Is what they told me..

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