<p>The question I pose to myself is how does one sum life up? How would you be able to communicate “life” to someone?</p><p> </p><p>I’ve been foolish and rational</p><p>I’ve created and destroyed<br />I’ve guided, have been guided, and have ignored guidance<br />I’ve been reckless, I’ve been cautious<br />I’ve been selfless & selfish<br />I’ve been brave, and have been afraid<br />I’ve led and followed<br />I’ve been a friend, have many friends, and have been a foe<br />I’ve have been truthful, lied, and have been lied to<br />I’ve been compassionate, and unsympathetic<br />I’ve been serious and funny<br />I’ve felt agony, love, pain, and remorse<br />I’ve dealt with hardship, heartache, heartbreak<br />I’ve felt happiness, sadness, and indifference<br />I’ve learned many lessons, some more than once<br />I’ve made many, many, many mistakes and had many triumphs<br />I’ve loved unconditionally.<br />I’ve traveled extensively<br />I’ve had many blessings<br />I’ve seen miracles<br />I’ve mourned<br />I’ve celebrated<br />I’ve felt what others feel, some call it empathy…</p><p> </p><p>What I’ve just written we’ve likely all, at one point or another felt, been through, etc… Many of these things perhaps some would not like to admit to themselves or others… But it’s the experience of life. As a matter of fact I could go on, and on until the end of time with these statements. Unfortunately none of these simple words could ever possibly fully explain the scenario, situation, emotion, feeling, or condition it’s intended to convey. End the end it’s simply lost in translation, the word(s) cannot possibly come close to it’s intended use. It’s a part of it perhaps, but there is certainly a large part simply lost in translation.</p><p> </p><p>Perhaps these are all the rants of a madman… Perhaps I’m trying to sum something up within myself that simply cannot be equated to the sum of something. An uneasiness, unsettled, unrealized internal struggle that has been going on within me for many years an still continues as I type. I’ve found that music is the closest translation for what I’m trying to get at here… Unfortunately there is no music for what I’m trying to explain right now so I must endeavor to type these words and try to explain that which is simply unexplainable.</p>