How can your heart be so hard?
You heard
The same truth I have,
The same hard-hitting,
Convicting truth.
How can you deny Him?
How can you see yourself
In all the blackness
Of your sinful soul
And not want to change?
Do you deny the reflection?
Now that I have
Finally accepted myself
With open arms,
You turned a bitter shoulder.
How can you abandon me?
You left me by the wayside
When before you were
My only guiding light,
Leading me through darkness.
What have you become?
I let the enemy’s attacks
Consume me
Because they’re coming
From my previous life force.
Why does it so affect me?
I don’t know if
I should ignore you
Or fight back against
Satan’s warfare.
God, speak to me.