I can’t stop smiling.
I’m restless,
aching for more.
I’m so happy
not because
I’m feeling validated,
but because
I’m finally
beginning to love myself.
I don’t feel
so broken
anymore.
I can feel You
fixing me,
mending my heart,
repairing
my shattered ego.
But is this right?
I thought I heard
Your voice
telling me it wasn’t.
You said You would
be strong for me,
but, in my weakness,
I ignored You.
But maybe
I misunderstood;
maybe you approved
but wanted me
to be careful...
careful I wouldn’t
make the same mistakes
just to feel lovable.
Everything is
falling into place
since I let my life
revolve around You.
I can’t help but tear up
from the beauty of it all,
the beauty of
Your perfect love
that is letting me
open my heart again.
I can't stop smiling
knowing You are up there
smiling over me.