I hate beginning a poem
And having to put it aside
For some other, less busy time.
An hour ago, I was filled
With hope, much like
The words I noted detailed.
But now, all hope is gone
As if I left it lying next to
My workplace computer.
I don’t want to do this.
Scratch that, I can’t do this.
I can’t go on lying to myself.
I keep hoping only to end up
Being disappointed. What’s the
Solution: should I hope less?
If I hoped less, would my hopes
Finally be granted
Or just as quickly denied?