With spectacles worn
over my wrinkled eyes,
I looked back on my life,
holding up a magnifying glass
to my mistakes.
How I regretted all the times
I disregarded my 20-20 vision
and wore blindfolds
of worry instead,
squandering good advice.
I wished I hadn’t
grown accustomed
to this mindset
that blurred the edges
of peripheral perception.
I knew hindsight would
make everything clear,
but I’d lodged objects
in my path specifically
to obstruct my view.
Anxiety was trapped
behind these irises,
dilating danger
and scattering hope
in flecks of confetti.
There was nothing
I could do to change my past,
yet I promised to
look into my future
with a different set of eyes.
Rewrite 2012
With spectacles worn
over my wrinkled eyes,
I looked back on my life,
holding up a magnifying glass
to my mistakes.
How I regretted all the times
I disregarded my 20-20 vision
and wore blindfolds
of ignorance instead,
squandering good advice.
I wished I hadn’t
grown accustomed
to this mindset
that blurred the edges
of peripheral perception.
I knew hindsight would
make everything clear,
but I’d lodged objects
in my path specifically
to obstruct my view.
Anxiety was trapped
behind these irises,
dilating danger
and scattering hope
in hazel flecks.
There was nothing
I could do to change my past,
yet I promised to
look into my future
with a different set of eyes.