I had spent
my entire existence
disconnected from
my power source.
I was told that
my incoherent speech
revealed my impotence,
that I should live in silence
since my words would
never be adequate.
I was a helpless plug
pulled out because
they didn’t want to hear
what I had to say
[or maybe I had
nothing worth saying].
But the truth is:
I wasn’t built to fit
where I tried to plug in.
I was made to be recognized
by a different electric connector,
one that was sturdy enough
to tolerate my high voltage.
I found an outlet where
my voice would be accepted,
where I could speak louder
than I was ever allowed to.
Each time I put my fingers
into the socket,
thoughts stand at attention,
poetic currents flow through
my formerly quiet,
unresponsive veins.
[I did have something to say
and finally found
a way to let it out]
The interest of those who
had once rejected me
is sparked,
as previously deaf ears
became attentive to
recharged screams.
Now, they’re powerless
to my commanding presence.
Rewrite 2012
I had spent
my entire existence
disconnected from
my power source.
I was told that
my incoherent speech
revealed my impotence,
that I should live in silence
since my words would
never be adequate.
I was a helpless plug
pulled out because
they didn’t want to hear
what I had to say
[or maybe I had
nothing worth saying].
But the truth is:
I wasn’t built to fit
where I tried to plug in.
I was made to be recognized
by a different electric connector,
one that was sturdy enough
to tolerate my high voltage.
I found an outlet where
my voice would be accepted,
where I could speak louder
than I was ever allowed to.
Each time I put my fingers
into the socket,
thoughts stand at attention,
poetic currents flow through
my formerly quiet,
unresponsive veins.
[I did have something to say
and finally found
a way to let it out]
The interest of those who
had once rejected me
is sparked,
as previously deaf ears
became attentive to
recharged screams.
Now, they’re powerless
to my electrifying presence.