With each turning over of new leaf,
I pray that I can overcome the pitfalls
that threaten life’s stability.
While soles are planted unsteadily,
I listen to the crunch of expectations
as they are crushed underfoot.
The blades always find me, prickling
my fingers, as I rationalize the grounds
on which Pain’s decision stands.
But I question why he allows Hope to
sprinkle a seed of accomplishment
over what was uninspired soil.
So I gather what was sown, not because
I deserved it, but to show my thanks
that he let me survive another fall.
Rewrite 2012
With each turning over of new leaf,
I pray that I can overcome the pitfalls
that threaten life’s stability.
While soles are planted unsteadily,
I listen to the crunch of expectations
as they are crushed underfoot.
The blades always find me,
prickling my fingers as I rationalize
the ground on which Pain lands.
But I question why Hope sprinkles
a seed of accomplishment
over what was undeserving soil.
So I gather the blessings sown,
to show my thanks to Grace
that he let me survive another fall.