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Missing Him

It seems so long ago

Since the last time

I saw you...the last time

I really saw you

Even though it's been

Less than a month.



It's been easy not

Thinking about you or

At least not thinking

About you in a positive

Way; I've been simmering

In anger for the last week.



But now, for just a

Moment, I felt like I had

Lost something so precious;

I missed you so much...

Or at least I missed

The thought of you-

Having someone there

If I ever wanted to talk.



But you were never there

For me, at least not how

I needed you to be

And that's what's made

Me angry recently

Because I really wanted

You to be there.



And more than not having

You, coming to this

Realization is all the

More painful because

I don't miss you at all,

I just miss the illusion

Of being cared for.

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