I've found myself
staring into the mirror
a lot more lately
Not for vanity's sake
Not to make sure I'm presentable
I don't care about such
trivial things anymore
I think I do it
to make sure I'm still breathing
because sometimes
it doesn't feel like I am
I also think I do it
as it's the person whose eyes
I ever look into
Well, into is the wrong word
But I think I do it mostly because
That's the only person that
would dare look back at me
It's amazing how much one person
can isolate themselves but still
carry on as if nothing's wrong
with no one even noticing
until I'm alone and tears are
my only company
I don't really have a reason to cry
It just feels good sometimes
to remember I'm still alive