I lied flat on the examining table,
lights blinding me
so I closed my eyes cautiously;
my arms were stretched out
and restrained.
They dimmed the lights
so I opened my eyes again
to the vision of a dozen hands
ready to touch me
saying they could see
the want in my eyes.
I couldn’t see their hands
as they disappeared under
the stark white sheet,
but I felt the soreness begin
as they roughly probed
and prodded.
They said they were careful,
that callous, gloved hands
and sterile air
would keep me
uncontaminated.
Little did they know
the disease was spreading
before they ever touched me,
and their medical precautions
only kept them from
catching what I already had.