I revisit the scene of the crime a year later.
Although the wounds have since healed
I feel the only way to recover completely
Is to confront my attacker once more.
Then I am reminded like it was yesterday
How he had raped me of my purity
And how he stripped me of my naïveté.
A mass murderer lies in my mists;
He enjoyed stabbing innocent hearts
And callously letting the blood spill
Without even the slightest hint of remorse.
Although I know he preys on gullibility
And I should avoid him at all costs,
I still manage to fall into his trap.
He lures me in with his cruel words
Enwrapped as a ploy to elicit a chuckle.
Then he acts like he did me a favor,
Like rejection is something that can be
Packaged and topped with a bow.
Suddenly, I begin to incur fresh wounds,
But I’ve already run out of bandages.
Rewrite 2012
I revisit the scene of the crime a year later.
Although the wounds have since healed
I feel the only way to recover completely
is to confront my attacker once more.
Then I am reminded like it was yesterday
how he had raped me of my purity
and how he stripped me of my naïveté.
A mass murderer lies in my mists;
he enjoyed stabbing innocent hearts
and callously letting the blood spill
without even the slightest hint of remorse.
Although I know he preys on gullibility
and I should avoid him at all costs,
I still manage to fall into his trap.
He lures me in with his cruel words
disguised as a ploy to elicit a chuckle.
Then he acts as if he did me a favor,
like rejection is something that can be
packaged and topped with a bow.
Suddenly, I begin to incur fresh wounds,
but I’ve already run out of bandages.