Moment in Reflection

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Missing Him

I spent a moment in quiet reflection.

But as I let the memories consume me,

My eyes begin to overflow with tears.

Not only because I lost something so dear,

But also because I never knew it was

Mine to cherish in the first place.

I suppose that’s my own fault because

I never felt I was deserving of Love

Even after he approached me cautiously.



These reflective thoughts keep me awake…



And now that Love has quickly disappeared

From my presence, I can only lie here

And sigh at how I miss him so, yet

How can I miss what I never knew I had?

Now I am desperately seeking Closure,

But he hides from me, snickering

As he observes me from the shadows

Running around aimlessly because I don’t

Even know what it is I am looking for.  



And somehow I am able to fall asleep…



The sun peeks in through my eyelids

At the start of another morning.

I open my stinging eyes reluctantly.

But instead of resorting to crying once more,

I allow a genuine smile to sweep

Across my still tear-stained face  

Because the sun’s heat reminds me

That I should be grateful for having been

Given the opportunity to feel Love’s warmth.  

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