My life can be summed up in a recipe:
1. Starting with your basic ingredients:
- Sheltered upbringing
- Spoiled only child
- Stubbornness
2. Now stir in misguided expectations
That I could somehow please everyone
Which only drained the life out of me.
3. Next, mix in the slightest hint
Of regret for flavor and a dash of shame
For all the times I willingly allowed
Myself to fall into traps of betrayal.
4. Now all that remained was
A consistency to please only myself
And I can seem to only want to
Simmer in false complacency
Because I am afraid I cannot change.