There are cloudy thoughts of gloom that loom over my mind;
This depression is rooted in thoughts of impending doom.
The suppression of my thoughts demonstrates my futility;
They always find a way to leak out without discretion.
They escape: progression is merely a mirage for regression.
These vain thoughts continue to pelt my mind's windowpane.
This philosophy I'm applying: Am I living or am I dying?
I'm drowning in puddles of commiseration and crying,
Underlying why this manifestation has become so foggy:
My existence is relying on my efforts at denying my sorrow.
I have arrived at the conclusion: I simply live in delusion.
I am desperate for a place where the weather is temperate.
My mood swings are negating even sunshine they're creating.
My mind is alternating between cold spells and heat waves.
My bipolar temperament is wading; it won't start fading.
I am constantly fearing my mind won't soon be clearing,
Because these stormy thoughts always seem to be appearing.
And my eyes are tearing, but no one's hearing my cries;
They're distracted by their skies comprising of rising suns.
I can only hope the weather forecast for tomorrow is better.