It’s been months since I last spoke to you;
I think I am just about over you by now.
It wasn’t easy coming to the realization
That I lost you before I ever had you.
But I wouldn’t sacrifice what I’ve learned
To erase the scars or lessen the pain left behind.
I once thought I wanted to see your scars
Because I wouldn’t have hurt you like I did
But I know now why you won’t let me in;
Because you knew what I didn’t want to admit.
You knew I would use your words against you,
And I would only put salt in your wounds.
Some mornings I’ve woken up in the past
Reliving the moments I’ve slowly forgotten.
But more than thinking about the past,
I think about what the future holds.
I wonder if Destiny will have us meet again
And what we would say to each other.
I imagine, in spite of how we’ve changed,
If Fate would give us a second chance.