I’ll never forget that fateful day
When your misguided hopes
For some semblance of love
Collapsed on itself completely
With the dropping of the bomb
That would prove our demise.
And as we sat in a crowded room
With all of work’s responsibility
Weighing heavy on your mind
You had to now deal with betrayal
Sitting directly across from you
As she reasoned her brutal attack.
I don’t even really remember what
Words were exchanged that day
As I managed to dig myself deeper
Into a ditch with my blunt honesty
But I’ll always remember that look
Of absolute despair in your eyes.
It didn’t really make sense to me
Back then why you were hurt by
My selfish and uncontrived actions
But that look put more daggers
Through my heart than anything
You could have ever done to me.
I know you had to stay composed
But if your eyes could’ve spoken
They would’ve screamed in agony
As you blamed me justly for this
Undeserved pain you were feeling
At how I made your heart bleed.
That look still haunts my sleep.
I never thought I was capable
Of incurring so much damage.
I know it was inexcusable and
I don’t expect you to take me back
But could you at least forgive me?