These memories did not
Fit in together
In any logical manner to match
The desired shape I wanted
My life to take.
My very existence
Was unresolved-
A tricky game without
Merit for even beginning to play
Let alone worthy of completion.
There was disorder,
My patterns of behavior
Made no sense
To the discerning mind.
I knew no one desired
To discover
My reason for being
And so I remained unfinished.