I remember being young
And naive
Until my porcelain dreams
Were shattered
In the process of
Growing up.
I used to think that
Everyone had
My best interests
At heart.
But now, I’ve realized
I can't trust anyone
Completely
Because everyone has
Their own hidden agendas.
I used to think
I could have anything I wanted
If I cried long enough
And begged hard enough.
But now, no one
Is here to grant my requests
When I drown in tears
Or even as I
Bury my knees in the ground.
I used to think
That whenever I got hurt
There would always be
Someone there
To help me off the ground
And kiss my bruises better
But now, when I fall
I have to pick myself up
Without any help.
I think I would give anything
To have that
Simplistic mindset again
Where pain was
A foreign concept
And smiles were so familiar.