every time I try to face the truth
it's a slap in the face
that tries to wake me up
from the fantasy I have held on to
it's a cold bitter reality
it's paralyzing
there is nothing i can do
i have no control over it
i tried so hard to no avail
and even though you were here only one night
every room reminds me of you
i am forced to relive every moment we spent together
and none of it makes sense
my heart nor my mind understand it
that for once i was alone and was focused on myself
without you on my radar
then out of nowhere you appeared
reminded me that no matter what i do
i stay in love with you
we spent a night together like old times
and then you walked out and never looked back
now i am left alone with the memories
trying to make sense of them all