For the first time

Will I ever be able to experience love again

I wonder

For the first time in my life I experience the anger

The thought

Of losing my only first true love forever

I not only feel pain now

But ANGER

I always took the blame

Always felt the pain and shame

But for the first time I am ANGRY

It is not my fault!

And thinking of losing the opportunity to love

Just makes me explode

Because of their wrongs

I may never be able to love again

And I never was the type to blame

But I can no longer carry the burden

This heavy burden of pain

This burden that has destroyed my life

And of those that I most love

And although I am angry

I still dont wish them ill

I just want that opportunity back

The opportunity to love

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Aww! This is truely sad. I

Aww! This is truely sad.

I completly understand this

pain. But be assured, you will

love again. It's in our nature.

It will be different though..

It always is. But that's the 

beauty in love.