Will I ever be able to experience love again
I wonder
For the first time in my life I experience the anger
The thought
Of losing my only first true love forever
I not only feel pain now
But ANGER
I always took the blame
Always felt the pain and shame
But for the first time I am ANGRY
It is not my fault!
And thinking of losing the opportunity to love
Just makes me explode
Because of their wrongs
I may never be able to love again
And I never was the type to blame
But I can no longer carry the burden
This heavy burden of pain
This burden that has destroyed my life
And of those that I most love
And although I am angry
I still dont wish them ill
I just want that opportunity back
The opportunity to love
Aww! This is truely sad. I
Aww! This is truely sad.
I completly understand this
pain. But be assured, you will
love again. It's in our nature.
It will be different though..
It always is. But that's the
beauty in love.