I wish I could have been strong enough
Im sorry I could not be
I let selfishness get a hold of me
And made the biggest mistake of my life
I thought running away would work
But my heart was left there with you
I feel the emptiness
And I think of how you must have felt
When you found out
The thought of it
Makes me hate myself
Makes me want to die
How could I have hurt the love of my life
In such a way?
Sometimes I fantasize that someday we can still be
But then reality hits me
I messed it up
Caused you pain that may never be reparable
Now I know the rest of my days will be agony
Until the day I have you back
If that day ever comes
My only hope is that you realize
The love I have for you
A love that is willing to give up anything for you
Now I will strengthen myself
And never again make that mistake
In case I can have a second chance
And until I die
I will give myself to you
And try to prove my love to you
I like your poem how detailed it is and well thought out and very emotional I can truly feel your pain.
I like your poem how detailed it is and well thought out and very emotional I can truly feel your pain.