I Am Uncertain If My Love Is Sufficient

I am sincerely endeavoring to adopt and adjust
To the temporality of such a mental cohabitation,
As I vagariously yearn for you beyond that of lust,
Because you are my confidant of any situation.

I refuse to enjoy our love by a mediocre photograph,
When I profoundly urge for a torrent of much more;
Through this photograph I solely discern a laugh,
Which explicates no sentiments of the one I adore.

Perspiring in the palm as I make a jitterous touch,
Feeling a thrill of a stare in my lover's ordinary eyes,
And caressing their face in ways I dream of so much;
These withdrawn longings of mine have a disguise.

Yet, 'tis no need for a celerity of my emotion,
If all I to barter is only my love in exchange;
I am uncertain if my love is sufficient like an ocean
Of the materialistic fortunate which comes estrange.

I do provide you with the utmost of my apology
For now being and seeming so possessive,
But I hope you decrypt the essential of psychology;
'Tis you for whom I have been so obsessive.

Please do not forgive me feeling so strongly;
I have chosen that obstinate alternative on my own,
And with your love and I still find myself lonely;
If not, then why have I become driven to write alone?

I am uncertain if my love is sufficient for you,
Because you deserve the best which I could give;
My love and I are for trade for something more true,
And 'tis quality time for as long as we both shall live.

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