. . .I have indeed watched too much TV. My thinking has been blunted a touch. Can’t get bogged down with this sitcom mentality. It will never work. This is not a soap opera where I’d at least be assured an occasional roll in the hay. This is pot luck with my emotional happiness on the line. The scary proposition of failure always plays on my mind. The harp strings of my heart are easily bent and broken. I wish to avoid this pain and conflict for myself.
So copacetic
fingers crossed tranquillity
but peace does not come