It is the weekend and with my coffee I battle the bitter solitude. Alone I fight the cold of January. The bitter taste of afternoon coffee hits my tongue. I recoil a little then pause to think. Just exactly what is it that made things go astray? I con myself into thinking that things are not so bad. I delude myself into thinking that things one day will get better. The coffee has been sitting in the pot for many hours. It is a bit rancid. I add more sugar but that works as well as throwing cologne over an unbathed body. I cringe at the taste and yet I continue to consume. I somehow feel I need that java to wake me up and fire my soul.
Creatures of habit
we cling fast to ritual
await caffeine kick
wide eyed moment elusive
struggling with full consciousness
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