The foolish game
the sitting by the desk
pretending the work matters
and yet
it really is people’s lives
being disfigured in the madness
and yet
I can not bring myself
to take it too seriously
I suppose
I am flawed
in my thinking
on the matter
I can see where
my errors
impact another’s life
but it still seems surreal
and I can’t grasp
exactly how
it came to this
and what the fates
were thinking
2/14/2004