Can I do anything else?
All is lost
or so
I am told
by those
who would really know
I’m really not sure
who to believe
Lies are screamed
Many claim
the truth
but it wiggles
ever so freely
beyond their grasp
I could’ve bought that book
I think
and then
I make excuses
The honest truth (I think)
is that
I wanted to get drunk
Oh, what the Hell?
I’m sure Bukowski
wouldn’t mind
He’d have done the same to me
(if he even knows I’m alive)
May 9, 1986