A poem abut the Grateful Dead
would be a nice way to bring a long night
to an end
but I feel an anger that is being
quelled
It sems I can not remain as calm
as I would like
But why should I worry over the antics
of an inferior bully?
I am better than that as the music comes
to testify
Can everyone say that they are loved?
I feel secure in the love I feel in my heart
Others can be hated or despised but it
really doesn’t affect me all that much
I am secure as I duck into my soft room
of solitude
I can tolerate the crowds that speak my
name—
but I have failed on my original purpose
of writing a poem about the Grateful Dead
But I realize that I haven’t really failed
for the Grateful Dead is about life
I shall overcome the bald headed ogre
There is no need for this sudden violent
fury
In the end it will all turn out to
my advantage
The bald headed ogre hated by one and all
I can’t say that I know that feeling
I can be disliked but there is no room
for perpetual hatred
I suppose I can’t see things thru
the hateful eyes of an ogre
It’s a groveling level far beneath me
so the bald headed ogre can go
fuck himself
I’ll tune into the Grateful Dead
and enjoy the night
through the desperate secrets of life
and laugh through gentle sweet life
Are you willing to take such a chance
with me?
We’ll have to pine thru the valleys
and rejoice in the quiet drizzle
I say just take hold of my hand
and see what happens
Maybe we can both rejoice in the end
February 25, 1986